Hardest Part
I have always wondered about you, I've ask about you. but I was never given an explanation or an answer as to why you were never in my life. I have searched for you, only to have my letter sent back to me with the words; REFUSED! Written in bold letters on the envelope. And once again I have been Refused. I have a void in my life so large, I feel like I'm drowning and there is no one to save me. Dad you gave up on me before getting to know me. Everytime I get rejected or hurt by people in and outside of my life It makes me think that if one of the people responsible for my existence who should've been my protector, my Guiding Light, the rock in my life, the person I looked up to, have not made an effort to be in my life it makes every rejection, every struggle feels that much harder. And it's more difficult to know your worth when from birth you are worth nothing to th...
