My struggle
I'm not saying my struggle is your responsibility or obligation, what I'm saying is my struggle is a result of your inability to make informed decisions about the possibility of a better future for me. my struggle is cause by your selfishness not to be responsible for your responsibility. my struggle is the pain I feel from the lack of information from you both, the lack of love and transparency. my struggle is heartbreak, pain, emotional trauma, feeling unwanted. my struggle is the feeling of being inadequate, not good enough for you to care enough, to fight for me. my struggle is that you've never loved me enough or even loved me to put me first, the first time you laid eyes on me. my struggle is, you never put me first, second, or somewhere in between. my struggle is I was never placed, I never had a place in your life, your heart, or your world. my struggle is, the fact that I was a place mark a reminder of a past you failed at. my struggle is I was no
