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I am so hurt my heart is hurt my soul is hurt. I am alive but I don't know that this is how I'm supposed to feel. People would say oh you know, you're 55 and you're alive and your grandmother did the best job She could to take care of you. And she did, but my grandmother doing the best job wasn't her job I had two parents who brought me into this world who never stop to think of me and I don't understand why I still struggle with the I still wonder why and there's no answer because no one is giving me an answer. I've never had a conversation with my mother and believe it or not. It's so hard to consider her. My mother because she only gave birth to me and then she left me. As an adult, I still feel the void of not having a hug from my parents and it hurts so much and how dare you try to tell me to get over it because I'm grown and I'm alive that has nothing to do with the emotional pain that I feel from not having my parents. Even thoug
